A Place In the Space

القانون المصرى = هاءوءوو

2006-11-22T21:46:00.000+02:00

"نبتدى منين الحكاية؟" زي ما بيقول العندليب, حابتدى من اللقاء اللى عملته مقدمة برنامج ال10 مساءاً مع مالكhttp://malek-x.net/ وعلاء http://manalaa.net/ عن الBloggers فى مصر.فى الحقيقة اللقاء كان ماشى كويس و الواحد فرحان ان لسه فيه فى مصر شباب بيحبوا البلد دى من قلبهم وعندهم الجرأة انهم يعارضوا بدون خوف لغاية ما جيه التليفون بتاع مساعد وزير الداخلية,ولا معرفش ايه فى الداخلية,اللى شلنىّ و حرق دمى لما قال أن الEgyptian Bloggers مابيحترموش القانون.قانون ايه اللىّ نحترموا؟ القانون اللى بيظلم البرئ ويبرئ الظالم, القانون اللى اصحاب البدل الفاخرة بيستخدموه عشان ينهبوا خير البلد, قانون حسنى مبارك وشركاه ولا قانون الداخلية فى الإعتقال والترهيب والتلفيق وبعد كل ده السيد المسئول بيطالب الEgyptian Bloggers بإحترام القانون....بصراحة اخص على الBloggers اخص,لأ بجد اخص. ودلوقتى بقه احكيلكم على اللى حصل امبارح.امبارح كانت أول مرة انزل وسط البلد بعد أحداث التحرش الجنسي اللى حصلت فى العيد,كنت منتظرة اشوف حاجه مختلفة,معرفش بالضبط ايه هى الحاجة ديه(يمكن كنت مستنيه اشوف عربيات أمن زيادة أو اشوف حاجة مختلفه فى الناس....معرفش حقيقى كنت مستنيه ايه؟ ماأنا عارفه انها بايظه بايظه, لا عمر الأمن حيعمل حاجه (إذ كانت الداخلية مش معترفه اصلا ً بالحادثة) ولا عمر الناس بتتغير وتصحى).وبالرغم من كل ده كنت منتظره شئ ما.المهم خرجت الموضوع من دماغى وقررت اعدى الشارع ولكن وأنا لسه بقول ياهادى لقيت عسكرى من بتوع أمن الدولة بيشاور لعربيه من العربيات النص نقل اللى بيبقى مكتوب عليها شرطة عشان ترجع بدهرها للوراء,تقريبا كان بيساعده يركن.كل ده مفهوش حاجه,لكن المستفز فى الموضوع ان العسكرى اللى سايق كان راجع بدهره يعنى مفروض تكون سرعته قليلة ويكون باصص وراه لكن فى الحقيقة ده كان منطلق زى الصاروخ لدرجة انه كان حيدهسنى لولا انى تمالكت نفسى ورجعت للوراء سريعا ًولما بصيت للعسكري بغل لقيته فاتح بقه زى الجاموسة وعمّال يضحك.ياترى بقه لو كانت عربيه الشرطة ديه دستنى فعلاً ومت, كان أهلى حيعرفوا يأخذوا حقى من الجاني؟ ياترى كان القانون حاينصفهم؟ ولو حتى نصفهم,ياترى كان الحكم حيتنفذ؟؟......والله أنا ماعارفه ايه البلد ده اللى الواحد لايعرف يأخذ حقه فيها لا حى ولاميت..ولسه الداخلية بتطالبنا بإحترام القانون بس عشان بنقول رأينا بحرية............هاءوءوووووووووو

A Message

2006-11-18T04:27:00.000+02:00

In a world where speaking with the living has become useless, where there's noone to understand,help or take pity on anyone; a world where human has turned into a monster searching eagerly for a new prey to victimize,I find it more soothing and relieving to converse with the dead,with the only person who knew how to comfort me well.This's a message to the dearest person to my heart even that she's now out of my sight.To My Beloved Grandmother.

ياعمري ياحياتي يا أشواقي
أشتقت إليك كثيراً وليس بيدّي أن القاكِ
أشعر من بعدك بالغربة
بالظلمة, بالحسرةِ, باليأس0

ياويلي من تلك النار المشتعلة....إنها تحرقُني
وألم ٍ,يالا ضراوته,أنه يمزقني
لم أعد أعلم من أكون
فى عالم ٍ أصابه مس من الجنون0

يامن قيدت روحى بسلاسل العشق
وكيف ليّ أن اتخلص من هذا الرق؟
يامن غزوت قلبى بجيوش ِعده
وتركتنى مهزوما ً فتجرعتُ مرارة الوحدة
كم هو عزيزُُُُ ُحُبك على قلبى
وآه ,ياليتك تدرى؟
لقد ضاقت بىّ الدروب
ولست أدرى,فى الغيب,ما المكتوب
أقادمُُ ُ فى الأفق ِ فرح؟
أم سيعلو أكثر هذا الصرح؟
صرح الحزن الذي يطويقني
ويحيط بيّ ,وبسهامِهِ يرشقني

فينزف القلب وينفتح مجددا ً الجرح0

Eternity

2006-09-12T03:02:00.000+03:00

'' I Love You.''
These words cannot be true
For what I feel,
Is not only a love appeal.

When I look at your eyes,
I see fields and skies
A whole universe
A world void of vice.

When you hold my hand,
I sense the world at my feet
With you, I can bear the cold and heat.

Take me away from here
Let us fly to another sphere
To a planet which is beautiful and full of lights
With no evils, no fears, no fights.
To a place in which the tongue can utter,
The words he wants freely and never stutter
Or being afraid of those who carry a cutter.

Let us be together forever
Let our love be always like a fever
Do you perceive? Our spirits roam over the wilderness
Over the valleys, over the moors
No more'' Security Fence'', no more locked doors.

Take me with you tonight
Hope we will reach the furthest height
Away, Away..... out of the human sight
Take me to serenity
Take to eternity.

Lebanon,Don't Mourn!

2006-08-14T14:50:00.000+03:00

After watching the massacres that happen in Lebanon everyday,I wanted to write something about the subject on my blog,but words failed me.What I see in the news can't be described or be put into lines.Children die in every minute;pure innocent children who didn't have the chance to experience the harshness of the world or to enjoy the few happy moments we steal from life.Finally I got hold of myself and decided to say NO. No to war, No to inhumanity,No to silence.Speaking about silence, I can't help mentioning the "great" Arab leaders whose silence has become so disgusting.All what they can do is to condemn Israel's barbaric actions or send delegations to convince the UN to indict Israel. But the question is"IS THAT REALLY ALL WHAT THEY CAN OFFER?". Can't they cut off the relations with Israel?? Can't they send some troops to support and fight with the courageous Lebanese resistant group Hezbollah?? And don't tell me that the military solution isn't the right one because what has taken by force can only be restored by force.I do believe in peace,tolerance and forgiveness but not with people like Bush and Olmert who don't and won't ever know the meaning of tolerance or peace.They only speak one language,the language of their deadly weapons,missiles,the language of killing,mutilation and destruction.Till when will we wait for the UN resolutions to protect our Arab countries? And they are always for Israel's benefit.

America and Israel are only two hungry beasts,and unfortunately the one who created these monsters is the Arabs themselves.They let America grow bigger and stronger,whereas they kept growing weaker financially,morally and emotionally. "Are we truly weak financially?".I was once chatting with an English man working for an oil company in Egypt.Do you know what he told me?! He confirmed that the resources we've in Egypt and the Arab area are much more than those in the UK or Europe.However our great leaders enjoy fooling us into believing that we are handcuffed,powerless and in need of the US Dollar to survive.

Eventually,I beseech every Arab who still has some patriotism or loyalty to the Arabian blood that runs in his vains;the blood that's shed now in Lebanon,Palestine and Iraq,the blood of the old glorious ancestors,the blood of our beloved prophet Mohamed (Peace Be Upon him) and all the other prophets as well to say NO. No to our corrupt lazy governments,No to America and Israel,No to any tyrant out there. And Yes to love and peace.Yes to a new world in which the Arabs are fearless and can depend entirely on themselves.It's only at this moment when we will be proud of our Arabian identity.

إلى متى ياعرب ستقولون أن ما علينا قد فعلناه
وأننا لم نعد نملك غير الصلاة للإلّه
ألا ترون أن الأطفال يموتون يوماً بعد يوم
وانتم مازالتم فى سباتٍ عميق ٍ ونوم
اتحدوا…….اتحدوا…….اتحدوا

I've composed these few lines hoping they will stir any Arab,who will stop by my blog,to act by any means.May my cry reach the furthest place on earth.

Some Drawings

2006-07-29T04:14:00.000+03:00

These are some of the pictures I like to draw in my spare time or when I've the mood for that.They aren't really good;they are very primitive and are painted on a notebook paper,so they seem a bit dim.However I loved to share them with anyone who would stop by my blog.

مجرد تساؤل؟؟

2006-07-09T17:31:00.000+03:00

لقد شاهدت مؤخراً فيلم "عن العشق و الهوى" لأحمد السقا و منى زكى فى احدى دور السينما،واعجبنى الفيلم كثيراً لانه يعالج مشاكل يمكن ان تحدث فى الواقع ولأى شخص منا0و قد كنت فى غاية الاندماج و التأثر حتى أزعجنى صوت الشخص الجا لس خلفى وهو يقول لصاحبه "ياعم يلا نقوم نروح…ايه النكد ده…انا افتكرته فيلم أكشن",وُصدِمتُ حين سمعت هذه العبارة0
أوصلنا الى هذا الحد من التفاهة و بلاهة العقل؟ ألم نعد نسعى إلا لرؤية مشاهد العنف فى أفلام الأكشن او الأفلام الكوميدية التافهة؟ هل لم نعد نجد المتعة إلا فى الأفلام التى تهدف الى إثارة الغرائز والأفلام الدموية فقط؟...انى اتساءل حقاً أين ذهبت المشاعر؟ لماذا لم نعد نجد المتعة فى الشعور بآلآم الآخرين و التعرف على مشاكلهم ومحاولة البحث عن حلول لها؟ لماذا لم نعد نجد فى آلآم الآخرين ما يخفف عنا آلآمنا؟ ولكننا فقط نكتفى بترديد نفس العبارة "اللى فينا مكفينا"ا

أظن اننا سنشعر بسعادة اكبر اذا حاولنا ألا نهرب من هموم وأحزان الآخرين,اذا حاولنا ان نفهم ونساعد بعضنا البعض بدلاً من ان نضحك من مزحة غبية فى فيلم أحمق,ولسنا مدركين اننا لا نضحك من المزحة او من الممثل الكوميدى بل نضحك من أنفسنا0
اتمنى ان يكون ما رأيته فى السينما ذلك اليوم ليس اتجاهاً عاماً فى مصر و انما هو حالة فردية لا أرغب فى تكرارها ابداً

How to Be A Child?

2006-07-04T20:48:00.000+03:00

How to Be A Child?

1-A child gets angry and cries,but he soon calms down and smiles.

2-A child is always honest and speaks the truth.

3-A child makes mistakes,but he tries to set everything right again in order not to upset those whom he loves.

4-A child always optimistic and has high hopes for the future.

5-A child is always forgiving to those who mistreat him.

6-A child easily believes the words that the others utter,not knowing that they might be LIES.

7-A child is so simple and intimate to all people.He doesn't know the meaning of vanity or hypocrisy.

8-A child may be suspicious when he meets someone for the first time,but when he gets used to this person,he puts his full trust in him.

9-A child isn't that sly foxy human who intentionally plays tricks on people.If a child ever plays a harmful trick on the others,he doesn't do it on purpose because he never means to do anyone any wrong.

10-Finally,if you can possess these lovely innocent inviting eyes like the ones in the picture above,then you are a child.

Now the question is:Can one survive if he lives like a child in the world of adults??

الخلاص "The Salvation"

2006-06-21T08:17:00.000+03:00

I don't usually write Arabic poems.I don't know why,but I guess the thoughts come to my mind in English.Anyway,I'm glad I was able to write a poem in Arabic,cus it's my native language.However I do apologize for the gloomy frustrating atmosphere that's looming over the poem.I know some people don't like to read such poetry,but I was in a very bad psychological state.

لقد رأيتك اليلة
ومااحلاها من ليلة
فسمعت صوت عصافيرٍ فوق الغصون
ونسيت معه كل الآمي والشجون
ورأيت طيرا يتخبط بين الأشجار
يبحث عن وليفه في كل غصن وكل مدار
ولما لم يجده, وقف يبكى مر الانتظار
وهنا افقت---افقت من حلمى العميق
و ادركت اننا لم نعد سويا
واننى قد ضللت الطريق
فأين ذهبت ياحبيبى وتركتنى مثل الغريق0

الناس من حولى ضعاف متخاذلون
وأصوات أشباح تنادي من ماض ٍسحيق
لما ذهبت وتركتنى وحيدة فى دنيا البريق
بريقا وهاجا,واتساءل أهو ضوءُُ ُ جميلُ ُ؟
ام هو الحريق؟
اشم رائحة عطرا,انه عطراً آخاذاً
ولكن الى أين يأخذنى؟
أيأخذنى الى الجنة ام الى النار حيث ليس لي ملاذاً؟
لم اعد ارى غير السواد
والدنيا من حولى صارت كالرماد
انى اناد ٍمن فوق فنار
لا----لا استطيع الاستمرار
فلتأخذنى ياحبيبى الى عالمك الجميل
فعالمى صار كالجسد الهزيل0

Goodbye's(The Saddest Word)

2006-05-29T08:04:00.000+03:00

Attributed to my Beloved Grandmother.May Allah rest her soul and let her enter the highest heaven.The song is of Celine Dion from her album"A New Day Has Come."

Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You offered me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma, I'll be
I'll be there through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye

Finding Neverland

2006-05-12T15:27:00.000+03:00

Find Neverland inside you
Find the dream that will come true
Hope for something
And do some job
Soon you will be right on top
Act calmly and with confidence
Do not let them break the fence
That is there around your soul
Protecting you from the rogues all
Always carry the sword of Justice
Defend the poor and the powerless
Always be honest
Never to twist
Do not frown and do not weep
If people tell you
To shut up and sleep
Instead wake up again
And say"Nope
I'm not going to lose hope."
And do not run
For you are the right one
Pray to God to give you a hand
He will answer your demand
Now I tell you,my kin
That Neverland lies within.

Laura Pausini, One More Time

2006-05-09T06:22:00.000+03:00

This song is the soundtrack of the movie"Message In A Bottle"

Nothing I must do

Nowhere I should be

No one in my life

To answer to but me

No more candlelight

No more purple skies

No one to be near

As my heart slowly dies

If I could hold you one more time

like in the days when you where mine

I'd look at you 'till I was blind

So you would stay.

I'd say a prayer each time you'd smile

Cradle the moments like a child

I'd stop the world if only I

Could hold you one more time

I've memorized your face

I know your touch by heart

Still lost in your embrace

I'd dream of where you are

If I could hold you one more time

Like in the days when you were mine

I'd look at you 'till I was blind

So you would stay

I'd say a prayer each time you'd smile

Cradle the moments like a child

I'd stop the world if only I

Could hold you one more time

One more time.

Rebirth

2006-05-06T15:57:00.000+03:00

I told you once that I love you
But you did not believe
You only looked at me and said
"Sorry,I have to leave."

Why did you make me fall for you?
Why were you happy when I was near
And used to tell me all the time
That you will wipe my every tear
Why did you have to be fake?
And led me down towards a steep rake
You loved to see me fall
And you just stood tall.

If you do see clearly
How come you did not see my early
Love for you.
Why did you have to be so untrue?
You were my therapy and my disease
My burning sun and my delicate breeze
Are these really eyes?
Or only pieces of ice?

Did you enjoy the game?
And finally put the balme
On me---you simply made your claim
And said "I deem
You are not my type
You are not my dream."

Oh my tormentor,you were so dear
You left no room in my heart for fear
Now that I'm alone again
I only hear the sound of the pouring rain
I'm scared,I'm cold,I'm lost
In a strange country
And I find no host.

I know you live your life happily
Like a king,on his throne
Sitting with snobbery
After killing his unarmed rival
And feeling the same ecstasy of a victorious devil.

But the dead has risen from her grave
Not to take your life away as a tidal wave
Or like a captive knight who was so brave
When he killed his captor
Because he turned him into a mere slave
I only came back to enter the world of the living again
And forget all about my pain
As for your memory,I will erase
And I will put my soul at ease
For I only came in peace.

You can go
I won't cling on to you
But look now at the cut
You have made and know
That the heart you hurt
Has forgotten the woe

And is ready to start anew.

Lost

2006-05-06T01:54:00.000+03:00

When I smile
It feels like pain
When I cry
It falls like rain.

One torn heart in a misty world
Feels so cold
He is getting old
He reached out his hand to catch a star
But,alas,it was so far.

Now,I'm wandering alone
In the forest of the Moan
Whispering to the dying lilies
And chatting with the wounded moon.

I'm flying high like a bird in the sky
Wants to join the flock
But he hardly gets by.

While he is soaring,he says
"Will I ever find the shelter?
Will I ever go home?
Can I for once live the happiness?
Or I will always be in the gloom?"

People hear him singing aloud
But they are mistaken in the sound
No,that is not a melody
It is only the echo of his malady.

Hold Your Tears

2006-05-06T01:23:00.000+03:00

Hold your tears
Hold your pain
Please my Heart,do not weep again.

It is too late now and the world has gone mad
Yet you still weep
O,That is too bad.

Wake up my Heart from your dream

Wake up and face the strong beam

Calling you to see the reality
Of a world that lost its morality.

But if you find life is difficult to live
And people can never give
Just leave the world with all its decay

Just leave it all and fly away.

Hello

2006-05-05T22:40:00.000+03:00

Hi,
I'm a very recent user of blogs.Right now I'm completely at sea,but I hope after a little while,I'll be professional in using this.